It was difficult to get through work tonight because I'm so anxious. I've talked to Dave and my parents about it but until I've actually done it, I don't want to mention it here. All I know is that it's probably not going to be pretty but I've just got to do it. At times like these I need to remember that the anticipatory anxiety can be a lot worse than the actual deed itself. I just don't want to deal with it at all. It's one of those things we're avoidance is always preferable.
Like last night, because my thoughts are so consumed with this, I feel like there is nothing to write about. I don't want to write anything. Sorry, I know I've been like this for a while now. I promise I'll change that very soon.
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