Today was not a good day for me. I don't want to talk about it and I certainly don't want to write about it. Honestly, if I hadn't missed a day of writing in the last year and a half I would never have sat down to write this. Now, I only write due to the momentum from the past. I mean, it's cool and all to have the momentum behind me but I'm getting bored with the "I don't want to write" posts and I'm the one writing them. I also broke down today and enjoyed the comfort food of Five Guys which I now realize was silly. Mainly because I am in such a funk, I hardly enjoyed it. I ate because I knew I had to and figured that my not having consumed anything since 8pm last night was giving me a headache. So instead of consciously choosing to eat there after weeks and enjoying every bite, I just sat there numb and shoved the food in my month. The food did fix my headache but it did little to elevate my mood and I just ended up back in bed trying to sleep it away much to the frustration of my husband.
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