This is going to be super quick tonight, I found myself struggling to stay awake and put myself to bed. Dave actually just woke me up to make sure that I wrote for the night. How awesome is that? He's so good to me. Anyway my goal is to just type my two paragraphs and stop so I can go back to sleep. Is it bad that I'm looking at what's I've written thus far and getting annoyed that I'm not further along? I feel like Charles Dickens being paid by the word except that I'm not being be paid and my writing doesn't quite have the "best of times and worst of times" ring to it.
Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom or get a drink of water and you keep yourself in that half asleep state so as to not wake up fully? That way it's easier to fall back to sleep once you go back to bed. I think that this is the longest I've ever kept myself in this mode. I am very sorry to everyone reading this. You are all such good friends for putting up with this. A goal is a goal and I don't believe that I only have 3 days left. 3 days! Of course, I don't plan on stopping. Even posts like this keep up the habit. I personally believe that this is one of the best habits I've developed in my life. But yes, in 3 days I will have officially met my goal. If I allowed myself to be more awake I might actually feel more excited. It's time to go back to bed.
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