It's only Wednesday but so far I feel like I've been able to put so many things behind me both wedding and otherwise. Today Dave and I went cake tasting and we designed and chose a cake on the first go. Really aside from the venue and my little meltdown regarding whether or not we made the correct choice, this planning was easier than I expected. Granted, the "work" stuff of DIYing our invitations, save the dates, and other things have yet to be attempted so maybe I'll feel differently.
We also took a look at the budget and made some adjustments and at the moment we're not looking as bad as I originally thought. Even now, I love looking at finances and planning savings and watching it grow while our debt shrinks. You should have heard Dave and I discuss merging our finances in the car on the way to try out cakes. For some couples, money is completely crippling but for him and I, we're on the same page. We have the same basic long term goals and I've earned his trust in managing money which is awesome because I personally believe that I do spend it more wisely than some.
Finally, I think I might have officially closed a major door in my life. Well I'm really hopeful anyway. By a strange twist, I got to talk with someone whom I've always had feelings for in the past. He and I have sort of come into and out of each other's lives in key moments. Always, there were feelings but nothing would ever come of it because our timing was always off. For a long time, he lingered in the back of my mind but with tonight's conversation I really got to express some of the things with him and we had a wonderful talk. For the first time, I felt some closure there and actually saw a glimpse of a potential friendship without the romantic tension. We'll see, maybe not. We very well could drift back into our own individual lives but at least we'd be ending on a very positive note this time.
Overall, now that half the week is over I'm feeling really good right now. Compared to how I felt this past weekend, I feel like a different person. It feels good to get things done.
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