I'm not sure if it's the fact that I've had medicine in me all day or if I'm actually feeling a bit better but I'll take it. That's not to say that my throat doesn't still really hurt and I'm still super uncomfortable whenever I talk but overall I feel a lot better than yesterday. I really hope that means I'm not going to crash tomorrow but we'll see. Due to being sick, I've limited my exercise because I don't want to push it too far but I'm really excited to get back on the treadmill. Despite how much I dread it, all forms of exercise tend to make me feel great afterward. Tomorrow is Friday which means that I have a weigh in just over a day(yes, I'm referring to it the way they do on reality tv weight loss shows). I'm going into expecting to gain and praying that I lose at least a half a pound.
Okay, yeah. That's really all I wanted to say for the night. I really regret that I wasn't able to hang out with my best friend this week like we had planned. I miss her terribly and we haven't seen each other in what feel like forever. So much has probably happened in her life and I haven't really even had the chance to talk to her about. I allowed myself to get all caught up in my wedding planning and I haven't taken the time for the other important people in my life. I was just miserable this week, I couldn't talk, our apartment looks like a bomb hit it and I didn't have any energy to do anything about it, and finally she's already had her share of illnesses this winter and the last thing she needs right now if catching something from me. Is it weird that I feel guilty about things that aren't in my control? I think it might be.
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