I should of wrote this morning when I thought I had a lot more to say and I had the desire to put words to the screen. Now, I still have thoughts on what to say but my desire is far less. At the moment Dave is laying in bed next to me feeding his little zombie garden while he waits for me to type something before we can snuggle and fall asleep. That is what I'd rather be doing more than this at the exact point in time. I feel like I really haven't had him to myself in a while, not since last Thursday I think and I miss him. Yes I know that this phase of missing your man after a small four days will pass but I plan to enjoy it while it lasts. This is four days of me not having him to myself mind you. I did spend most of Saturday night dancing with him at the wedding.
Still I worked until 11pm on Friday while he worked during the day and maybe saw him for an hour before bed. Okay, I'll admit that I did spend Saturday with him but I had to share and let's face it. When it comes to him, I've been really selfish lately. I want all of his attention. Sunday, I worked and got to see Aimee and Jamie and Sam and though I wouldn't ave traded that night at all, I didn't get home until he was fast asleep. I slept most of the day Monday and went to work. When I came home I was grumpy it was exacerbated partially because he was asleep at his computer when I came through the door and I couldn't gripe at him. Then today, we went out to see a friend from childhood's musical (yes she co-wrote and starred in it) with my mom and my sis. Remind me to write about that at some point.
So yes, I am really longing for some snuggles. Normally, this would be something that I would scoff at and feel stupid about but I don't. I don't at all. Sure, it's cheesy and perhaps infuriating to those without someone like this in their lives but that doesn't mean that I can't enjoy it for myself. I can and I will.
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