It's 3am and I'm awake. I went to bed again at 9 with the hope that I could pull off the same thing that I did last night where I slept for twelve hours and woke at 9:30 am. 12 hours seems like a lot but it also appears to be my new normal- at least for now. Unfortunately, I woke up around 2am and haven't been able to fall back asleep so I decided to get out of bed for a bit.
Before falling asleep earlier night, I prayed for the first time in a really, really long time. I've tried it many times in the recent past to no avail but it felt different this time. I actually did feel a bit calmer. I'm not sure if it will go anywhere but it wasn't a distressing situation this time. A part of me feels slightly inclined to try church. Again, I'm not sure but it may be something to look into for the future.
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