I made it to work today which is a positive. Unfortunately I also had to leave early which is a total negative. It sucks. Later on tonight, I sent my manager and my team lead an email apologizing but I haven't heard anything which totally worries me. I hate that what I'm going through right now is also affecting my work. It drives me mad actually; not to mention is incredibly embarrassing. My manager isn't in tomorrow but hopefully I can speak with her on Monday. My goal is to make it through the whole day tomorrow without panicking. I will take my tranquilizer if I must and just hope it doesn't put me to sleep.
On the plus side, quite a few friends and family reached out to me. Katie and I had a wonderful conversation. I'm so lucky that I have such incredible friends. That's where I'm going to leave it tonight because I'm trying really hard not to berate myself. I have some great people in my life... it will be good to leave it at that.
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