Is it May 1st already? It doesn't seem like that long ago I was counting down the days for January and February to be over.  Now May is upon us and there is only five months until the wedding.  I feel like I need to get my act together as I really haven't done much this past month except pay the bills.  You would like that would've been the wake up call but apparently it was writing the date on all my work documents that made me realize that there is not that much time left.  These two months have already seemed to fly by at an unexpected pace and the summer always ends much too quickly for me as it is time for me to start working again.

I'm debating staying up and getting some work done tonight.  When I got home last night, I was completely and utterly exhausted.  If I hadn't had such a good day, I doubt I would've been able to write as much as I did.  After writing, I took a simple 2 minute Wii Fit test and crawled into bed.  Then I just laid there.  When that failed to do anything I began to get restless tossing back and forth.  I was cold and then I was warm and then cold again.  Luckily I'm going through a wearing of my glasses phase which means that I am unable to see the clock when I'm trying to sleep.  Otherwise, I probably would've sat there watching the minutes tick getting more and more frustrated by the fact that I was still awake.  Why does that happen?  You can barely keep your eyes open until it's time to shut them and then you can't stop thinking.

What was I thinking about last night that keep me up for too many hours?  I spent all that time debating what I would name my pets if suddenly I found myself with two puppies.  Now, let me be clear:  there has been no talk of purchasing one puppy let alone two.  Why it was so imperative for me to choose their names last night is completely beyond me.   Even my psychic reading didn't mention anything about pets so I don't know where it came from at all.  Of course, after it was all said and done I still hadn't found anything suitable when I actually drifted off to sleep.  What a waste of perfect sleep time!  I mean, really!.  Needless to say, when I finally did fall asleep, it wasn't very good sleep.  I kept waking up thinking it was time to go to work until I suddenly woke up at 6:35 and realized that I was running late.  Thank goodness there's no traffic that early on a Sunday morning.

The downside is that when we got home from hanging out with one of Dave's groomsmen, I was too tired to do anything.  I even convinced Dave to come with me to Barnes and Noble (just so I could get out of the apartment and not be reminded how tired I am); he's not as big of a fan of chilling in a bookstore with no purpose.  We got outside and were making our way down the path when I realized, "no, this is silly to drag him to the store.  I don't even want to go; I want to sleep."  So in the end we turned back around and walked back inside where I begged him to let me take a nap.  He's not for it normally because I end up sleeping for a few hours and then am unable to go to bed at a reasonable hour.

Of course, that is kind of what happened.  Right now, I'm writing this post on my laptop because I've just woken up.  I feel awake enough to do some wedding work but at the same time, I would like to try and go back to sleep so I can get up at a reasonable hour tomorrow, like a normal human being.  Maybe I'll try to go back to sleep and if I struggle I'll do something different.  With that I'll bid you good night!