Grr, I'm angry

You know what I really dislike?  I hate that what's bothering me now, I can't talk about.  Dave and I had a fight and I don't approve of discussing things like this as I find it downright disrespectful.  Shouldn't surprise me, we had a great night last night so clearly I'm going through my "being pissy for no reason" phase that I've been told I go through after a good experience (no, not by Dave).  Maybe I am just "being pissy" but I personally feel like I'm upset about something legitimate. 

I hate that I'm not able to talk about it because it's something that's happened in all my relationship or rather it affects the same part of the relationships in all my relationships.  Yes, that's a convoluted sentence but I don't particularly care.  I'm angry and I don't care about my typing right now.  It just makes me want to carve this piece of a relationship out and not have to deal with it at all anymore.  Like taking the bacon out of the BLT because I've decided to go vegetarian.  Sadly, without the bacon one can't really call it a BLT anymore.  

So yeah, I'm just upset right now because there's nothing I can really do about it.  It's just something I have to accept.  Just as he has to accept the fact that I'm dealing with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and may be an emotional nutcase from time to time if he wants to marry me.  No one ever said that we were perfect as people so this is just one of those imperfections.  I may have to accept it but I certainly don't have to continue writing anymore right now.