Lingering afterthoughts

What does one write after the death of a loved one?  Honestly, I'm at a loss for words and feel like I have been all day.  The nerve endings of my emotions tingle with the faintest touch.  Overall though I'm doing alright.  Just before I posted last night, I had an episode of crying but today is better.  However, now I truly don't really know what to write.  It's like I got it all out yesterday.  

However, does one paragraph constitute a post?  It's not that I lack the thoughts or the feelings to express but more that I'm unwilling to express them in a forum that can and will be read by others.  It goes back to the beginning.  I can choose what I will or will not post.  There will come a time when I've processed these feelings and I will look back.  Just because I'm not writing them down does not mean that I will forget them.  Maybe when the time comes, I'll be able to get these feelings out more articulately or more eloquently.  Right now, they are jarbled and full of incompletion and that's okay.   The answers will come at some point and when they do I'll be more ready to handle them.   

For now, though I think I just have to settle with yet another short post.