Not yet

I took another pregnancy test this morning.  If I am pregnant, the hCG pregnancy hormone isn't high enough to register yet.  Tomorrow, I'll take another one.  Yes, I know I should wait a few more days before taking yet another test but if I am pregnant I want to know as soon as possible.  The owners of the pregnancy tests will be happy as I will be giving them more and more of my money until I either get a positive reading or I get my period.  A part of me wonders if the test will be positive on my 28th birthday as God's way of saying, "Happy Birthday."  If not, then possibly on Wednesday which is Dave's birthday.

The pregnancy came with a tracker that estimates the baby's due date based on your last missed period.  If I am pregnant then I'll be due around July 20th.  If our child is born before July 22, he or she will be born under the zodiac sign of Cancer.  It's one of the only signs I don't want my child born under.  Cancers are super sensitive and close up emotionally when hurt by verbal daggers. Dave and I are notorious for throwing these daggers without even realizing.  He and I are not overly sensitive people.  Sure, there are times when I overreact but for the most part I don't take things very seriously.  We're Sagittariuses; verbal daggers are what we're known for.  I know this is stupid to be thinking about but I've always found astrology interesting and somewhat accurate.  I don't really take any stock in it but I do kind of.

God, I'm so not ready to have a baby.  Not yet please!