Maybe?

I had some spotting earlier today which is either really good new or really bad news.  I'm going to go with the former.  Sure, women can spot at the very beginning of their pregnancy but my test this morning was negative and I do tend to spot a little bit before getting my period so I'm feeling a little less anxious.  Of course, I won't feel fully relieved until it's actual arrival but I am beginning to think it will come at the most inopportune time.  Hey, if it means I'm not pregnant I guess I'll take it.  I've already been to Celebration hospital down in Disney once and I figure it can't get much worse than going to the hospital.  I've also passed out and threw up at one of the water parks not more than ten minutes after arriving.  Thankfully Jamie, Katie, and Jared are all easy going and were more than supportive during those times.

Luckily I didn't wake up exhausted so I was able to get some shopping and packing done for our trip.  In less than 36 hours I'll be heading to the airport; hopefully with a monthly visit and without any cramps.  My hope is that I get it tomorrow so I can deal with the worst of the cramping before I go.  Whatever, if the cramps can hold off for the plane ride then I should be okay.  It will just be a matter of having to chill in the room for half a day or so while it passes.  Not ideal but I won't be pregnant so I can't complain that much.  Crossing my fingers!