Okay, I'm going to type this super fast. In the process of trying get Dave to go to bed, I decided I wanted to do the same but I can't until I bust this thing out so this will be short and stupid like some of the more recent ones. I felt super clingy today for some unknown reason. All day I just wanted Dave to come home and I felt really needy. It's not normal. My theory is that I felt guilty as a result of my antics last night and I'm pmsing again. Seriously, these months move so quickly. He said that I wasn't nearly as bad as I thought I was last night. He's so incredibly forgiving and tolerant. I suppose that would be a necessity of anyone who wanted to marry me.
Speaking of marriage and weddings. Meg at a Practical Wedding is looking to hire an unpaid intern and I think I'm definitely going to apply. It would be an amazing learning experience if I was the one she selected especially when it comes to the back end of writing a profitable blog. Another weird thing, I found myself looking at the Burlington School website to about possibly substituting again. It was only two days ago that I told Jamie's mom that I didn't think I would go back to it but honestly, why the hell not? I can work basically on my own terms as I don't have to always go in when they call me. I'm thinking about it. Still doubt my desire to be a teacher but I don't know. I'm still a work in process. Maybe it was fear preventing me from teaching? Maybe it is just a passing desire. All I can do is take it one day at a time. It will work itself out.
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