The wedding is here

I've decided to be smart about my blogging today and I'm writing this now rather than tonight when I'm with my girls in our hotel room.  My wedding day is tomorrow.  It's officially here.  In about an hour Dave and I will need to be on our way to pick up Katie and Alli to head over to the hotel where we will be going over the ceremony with everyone and enjoy having all of our closest friends and family together in one place.  It's sort of surreal now that it's actually here. 

I can feel myself begin to let it go.  Our time for shopping, planning, and packing is almost up.  After I write this post, I'm going to run to the store to pick up the last couple of things that we need.  Once that is done, I just need to let things be.  We just need to let things be.  We've done everything we could up to this point. Most of the important things are accomplished. Hopefully nothing major was overlooked in either the planning or the packing.  If it was, we will have to make do or if it's truly, truly important, make a desperate plea to a member of our bridal party to help us out.

My hope though is that it won't be necessary.  Strange, there's a large part of me that just feels calm.  Maybe that will change once I officially wake up and things become more in focus.   Right now, it's looking like we're going to have rain the day of and I'm very grateful that we prepared ahead of time with choosing the right venue.  The ceremony will be just as pretty indoors; possibly warmer too.  Really, I'm just hoping we'll have a few moments of clear skies or light rain so that we can go outside and take some beautiful photos there.

Whatever happens though, I'm ready to just sit back and enjoy it.  Something will go wrong.  There is no question about that but I can choose whether or not to make it a big deal.  I'm hoping that when the time comes, I'll handle it the way I'm hoping I will.  Alright, I have things to finish up.  The next time I post, I will be officially married unless of course I get super anxious tonight and need to write it out.