One of my coworkers found a new job and we threw her a going away bash at work. Between pizza, cake, and cookies there were tears and wishes of luck. Honestly, I'm happy for her. Our job was really stressful for her. There were a few times that we would here her crying after some jerk chewed her out. She deserves better but she's so nervous about starting somewhere else. Like me, she suffers from anxiety as well. What is about that place that attracts us anxious folks? The hours were hard on her as well.
Her leaving was the motivating force to get me to work tonight. It was miserable. For some reason I found myself feeling depressed and anxious before work. It wasn't work related though. It was that slippery reason: one that when you think you've figured it out it just slips through your fingers. Eventually I think I figured it out but I pushed it back down. I'm not ready to deal with the ramifications of that one. Over time I think I'll determine a course of action but before work it was just too much and I don't feel like going into it again.
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