Dave and I journeyed out to western Massachusetts for the Big E. Holy cow getting there was super frustrating. As soon as we got into the car my right eye started acting up with weird film appearing in my vision and getting super dry. I kept putting eye drops in and trying to give my eyes a rest but eventually I just ended up wearing glasses. Also, it took 3 and a half hours to get there! It's only an hour away but the traffic was horrific. I don't think I've ever seen it so bad. We handled it well at first but by the end I think we were both ready to scream.
It was an absolute zoo there but we had a good time. We got our Maine baked potato and drank the apple cider we brought for our wedding. It was a really nice day too. I don't think I ever felt too warm or too cold. Sadly, due to our late arrival and the craziness we didn't do many of the things we wanted to so we are thinking about going back during the week at some point. My parents were going to join us but couldn't and I'm kind of glad they didn't come. It was super busy and I just don't think they would've enjoyed it. Not today anyway.
On the way home, we began talking and I had an anxiety attack because of work. It was one of those, "what am I doing with my life" kind of moments. I just feel so overwhelmed and frustrated by my current place. By the time we pulled into our parking lot I all but jumped out of the car and started walking. Luckily Dave is awesome and after walking for about ten minutes, we came inside and he drew me a bath. I don't need to have it all figured out tonight and I am doing little things that just require some patience. I'll figure it out.
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