Newlyweds

Not feeling like writing tonight.  I've been waiting all night for some sort of inspiration to come but nothing has happened so far.  I want to do other things.  Luckily Dave reminded me to write before going to bed or else I probably wouldn't have written anything at all.  It's funny, I just thought to myself that I could write about him.  Seriously, I could talk about him all the time.  Sometimes I fear for myself.  I mean I've allow him to become my world but I'm really enjoying that.

Yes, I know.  I know.   I'm sure I have a couple of friends who think he's abducted me in a way.  There's a good chance that I would think the same thing if it were someone else.  I was always the girl who claimed that I didn't need a man to complete my life.  In past relationships, I purposely kept my distance from those I dated.  In many ways that protected me.  Dave is different though.  I trust him and I am learning to trust myself when I'm with him.

Truth is I'm happy when I'm with him.  Maybe it's the fact that our shifts conflict.  I spend most of the day home without him and by the time he gets home I'm gone.  It's hard.  I will say that when we worked the same shift and had weekends off together it didn't feel as crucial to be together.  Right now, I just feel like we never have enough time together .  Maybe this is normal.  I mean, we are still newlyweds after all.